29th May

Good luck! Nothing can't be solved.

Mr. Lonely

26th May

Arrived home around 7 pm. Turned on TV, PPCTV CH 10. An hour later, thinking what to do next. Cathed the phone and checked FB. It was so silent. Put it down and looked around. There were only four walls around me. Looked again on the table, I saw joystick, but no feeling to play game. hmm.. Thinking of over 200 movies in hard dics, my feeling said no. er.. I was asking my self why didn't any one ask me what are you doing? er.. then thoght of someone. Pick up the phone and text.. no reply often no reply. it's almost 10 pm now. Text again.. got reply... said sth out which is my concern. it was not a good conversation i knew. Then conversation ended few minutes later. Turned on laptop and listened to two songs. Played and repeated repeated... it's almost 11. went bathing.. text her to say good nite and sorry. then sleep. still stayed awake. phone beeped. i though perhaps i got message. er checked it now or left for the morning. K.. checked now. She said It's ok I know.



What alone night. Opp.. I almost forget that I've been living alone like this almost 10 years.

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